The Two Worlds.


Your world, which is the real world, and other worlds, the fantasy..
Worlds like this are worlds of the human imagination: their reality, or lack of reality, this is not important. What is important is that they are there. These worlds provide an alternative, provide an escape, provide a threat, provide a dream, provide refuge, and pain. They give your world meaning. They do not exist, and thus they are all that matters.

― Neil Gaiman, The Books of Magic


Chapter 8: Nineteen Years Later

i’ll be sinking in a sea of books , i’ll be a better Taimur , i’ll be chasing after ”me” , i’ll spread away the wings of my insanity, i’ll be into the wildwell do i have to wait for another Nineteen years as mcCandless did ? or i have to be a super tramp too to begin what i dream for. The story goes on, but the track is still to be finished.I don’t want to buy a stairway to heaven, all i want is to fill the vase with flowers it needs or the spring will over soon. My winter nights are spend thinking of place and managing my plan but i can see the script is still incomplete for me to perform it and my wait is getting longer.

1069235_491578350923914_227504790_nThere was that guy i met in Punjab Pakistan he had passionate religious personality, when i asked him what you do for living ? the reply was “i do nothing”  then i asked how do you mange your expenses and spend time ? he replied  “im like a lost man,searching for something, im like a guy digging deeper to find something but i don’t know yet where to find it, i pray daily, i recite Quran and now im feeling nearer to it, but i still have to get it” the reply was weird but it had a lot to say.

*The title qoute goes by Rumi*

Alive but miserable


Well it took something to bring me back to writing , its been long time since i wrote anything but they say your fingers delineate when somethings touches your heart and  its been 8 months since i wrote ,so you folks  better be clear by now concisely.

There are times in your life when you experience everything happening around you so  fast that you find your soul lost , lost in people ,lost in your own voices and it pinches you more and more and drag you to the rear side and at one point our own soul adumbrate to face the reality , it happens almost with everyone once in life and we should revetment ourselves because this is what life is all about facing these challenges realizing that  hard times arouse an instinctive desire for authenticity.

      “Life is a journey, not a destination.”

 If you are moving with an eagerness in your heart,then you are alive…if you’re moving with the sparks of dreams in your eyes, then you’re alive..learn to live freely like the gusts of wind, Learn to flow in waves,like a river does.. Meet every moment with your arms open, Every moment these eyes should watch a new weather, If you’re moving with a bewilderment in your eyes then you are alive, If you are moving with an eagerness in your heart, then you are alive.(javed Akhtar )

don’t ignore me

Ignorance is one of the hardest feeling for most people ,it almost kills us inside .
the reality its not because people ignore you but because there’s lot of expectation you having from them and they ruins all of them 😦

for me its like:

we ignore those who want us,

want those who ignore us ,

love those who hurt us

and hurt those who loves us